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“……..
Pain immense, dreams shattered

Promises broken, tears clustered

Loneliness today is my slave

Irony - still it doesn’t listen to me…

Remember I not, how many times, path of separation I did pave

But loyal and committed more than love is she…!

Thy words, ah crimson lullabies, in my ears still ring

Thy promises, ah holy shit, with tears my eyes everyday rim

Waves of past sweeping my identity, my present away

Mortified, confused am I, death – holy freedom, for me aw world ye pray..!

I fight with myself for a day,

live another happily

But then it all comes back to me

Know not what fate has in store

All I knw is I cant take no more..

My love was pure, my love is still true

Ah, this confusion, I wish I could construe

Am lost, dejected, my world standing still

Too filled up, don’t know what way it will all one day spill…!

Hate you I can’t,

Love you, alters say me shan’t

Everything you have left so unclear

Realized to reality my gravest fears

Answer somebody how I walk the call of future’s thud

When Feet mine are still stuck in the past’s begrime mud…………”