“……..
Pain immense, dreams shattered
Pain immense, dreams shattered
Promises broken, tears clustered
Loneliness today is my slave
Irony - still it doesn’t listen to me…
Remember I not, how many times, path of separation I did pave
But loyal and committed more than love is she…!
Thy words, ah crimson lullabies, in my ears still ring
Thy promises, ah holy shit, with tears my eyes everyday rim
Waves of past sweeping my identity, my present away
Mortified, confused am I, death – holy freedom, for me aw world ye pray..!
I fight with myself for a day,
live another happily
But then it all comes back to me
Know not what fate has in store
All I knw is I cant take no more..
My love was pure, my love is still true
Ah, this confusion, I wish I could construe
Am lost, dejected, my world standing still
Too filled up, don’t know what way it will all one day spill…!
Hate you I can’t,
Love you, alters say me shan’t
Everything you have left so unclear
Realized to reality my gravest fears
Answer somebody how I walk the call of future’s thud
When Feet mine are still stuck in the past’s begrime mud…………”
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