Its absurd, strange, weird ... its everything beyond the realms of reason, understanding, logic and explanation but... it is the truth... my truth atleast for this moment... I cannot figure out what makes it so, but it is and though I do not have reasons to explain its existence, I woudn't deny having enough evidence to prove and say with confidence that it will be... the way it is, for a long ... long time to come.... Things have not changed. The voids, that after a certain passage of time, took a transitional turn to become vaccums: that sucked inside them my being, my reason for living and all my happiness, even though exist and exist with just the same intensity and power today, have somehow been rendered helpless of causing pain. I cannot explain or reason this transition, this change but attempt to me cannot be denied. Perhaps its the universal truth and logic of "boredom" playing tricks here.... perhaps..... perhaps its the fact that somewhere, in some deep dark corner of my mind, my soul, my heart, I have so completely fallen in love with these voids that now it isn't their presence that can hurt, but... THEIR ABSENCE....!
The heart that once craved companionship, today loathes all crowd
The Silence that once used to tease me, play with my peace of mind
Today is a blessing, the only thing I wish to find !
The ice that was once death chilling
Today is nothing but thirst killing
The fires of passion that once struck my world bright ablaze
Are calm today, sleeping in a modest phase!
